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Thursday 19 September 2013

escape.

Why do we teenagers want to escape? from our parent's scoldings? or a fight we'd had with someone we know perhaps?
We really think we saw enough and experienced a lot, when really its nothing compared to what is actually waiting ahead of us. The forms of escape themselves are a whole other story indeed because they are truly pathetic starting from smoking and extending all the way to self harm and suicide it self. Now out of everyone I know there is not a teen whom haven't tried one way or another to escape even if its only the 2 minutes while the cigarette is still lit; and, most actually thought of suicide and I can't deny am one of them- leaving a side the one whom actually attempted it, but thinking back I am glad I didn't do it because at the moment I couldn't ask for a more happy life ignoring the few downs which are of course bound to happen in the journey of life and I hope it stays this way. Well, I haven't done it not because I wasn't brave enough but it was rather an anger thought and you know they say don't make decisions when you are angry or mad. Furthermore, we should indeed accept our destinies, and by now you must be like -look who is talking- but i told you anger thoughts don't count. Nevertheless, there is always solutions to our problems and answers to our questions if we just stand up and speak, we would have been understood. For how long are we going to just run away, when we know nothing lasts forever and whether we like it or not we are going to have to face the reality because we can't hide forever either.

After all , all our fingers are not the same similarly people also aren't so our way of thinking might also differ but that does not prove that you shall go about harming your self be it by smoking, cutting or what so ever. I may not know what is going on in your life nor in your mind but there is always a way to solve it, and am sure a lot of things we are going to regret when we are older because that's when its going to payback and we are going to face the consequences of our mistakes. Our lives are precious and we shall not end them because of  a small problem we'd had or an argument with our parents because they want nothing but the best for us and we shall think of that and also not forget all the people around us whom care about us and love us and we love back what is going to be their reaction when they lose you ? wouldn't it affect their lives, wouldn't they feel sad and mad; surely they will because for a fact I know as long as they had a heart to love you with they are not heartless and have feelings.

In conclusion, we shall also remember that god forgets no one but for him to love us we should love him first and get close to him, and always pray and think of him in every step we take and every move we make.