Reflection of thoughts

Well, as you all know and I have told you earlier in my other post that I have exams those days, am done with 5 and 6 more to go; anyways, this is not what this post is about its just that yesterday we had a pretty short and easy exam and most of the class were done before the time was over; however, we weren't allowed to leave the exam hall, so the teacher invigilating suggested a small activity to pass out time with which I found quite interesting. She mainly gave out pieces of paper and we just had to reminisce and just write down all our memories of the year as it has come to an end and to mainly reflect our thoughts and we don’t really have to write down our names but we should be as honest as possible, so I thought I would share with all of you a recap of what I wrote because it gave me a feel of nostalgia thinking about this year and how it started and all I went through and all its events and comparing it to the past years and how they went and well I should say it was a different experience. Nevertheless, with no further ado here is what was mainly written in my paper but in a more rough way as I don’t remember exactly what I wrote!

2012-2013 as an academic year went by fast and am glad about that, but it also hid a lot for me as per lessons learnt from life because learning is not only done in school particularly inside a class room. I don’t know where to start off from, as I know as a time period, it wasn't the best of my life, let’s just say its downs were more than its ups at least  for me though I know many people agree. A lot of things happened and many things changed. At the beginning I was filled with excitement, finally getting to take the role of an IGCSE student and had many expectations, but you know how they say don’t expect too much so you won’t get disappointed and that’s exactly what had happened to me. Also, many people had changed, and am not saying I stayed the same either, I just hope it’s a change for good. The year was full of drama somehow and many people who were once the people I know became people I know, friends drifted away each walked through their own path but it’s all just a part of growing up I should say.

Anyhow, life is like a roller coaster, has its ups and its downs. Many things went wrong this year ,but I have no regrets because you can always learn from your mistakes and will be able to do things right the next time. I just hope one day in the future I will look back and laugh at the stupid things I did and feel proud of the success I accomplished. 

An apology

okay, so this is not any type of apology, this an apology to my beloved readers because i do know its been ages since i last updated , its not like am out of ideas i have tons running on in my mind; its just the stress of school and my exams coming up that's stopping me and keeping me behind.
i don't even have time to go out or to have fun, i cant even have proper weekends.. if you know what i mean.
so i just wanted to apologize for halting behind so much but counting down the days there are 18 days to go for my summer vacations and then am going to rock this blog and post till you get bored and probably not open my blog again( i hope not :P).

love you all
--minni<3--

Repulsion..

Repulsion: a feeling of disgust or aversion, distate.
               : the act of repulsing, or the state of being repulsed.

These words describe exactly how i feel right now, disgusted and repulsive to everything and everyone. You know the feeling where you don't want no body to talk to you or come next to you? where you feel everyone is a liar and no one is true?

At this point.. i feel like forgetting that anyone exists and live in my own world a shell created by me for me.
Because at the point where I am now i don't want anyone or anything, no people nor friends, not even family.
We live in a world where no one cares for anyone but them selves, they'll come to you when they need you, but you will find no one when you need them. Why should it always be me giving up for the happiness of others? sick of being kind and loving to people when not even a single one is kind and loving to me. It's a world full of fake people; indeed, its like my life is a theater filled with Oscar-winning actors all playing the lead role.

At the end we can do anything about it but treat them well and wait for the day they will grow up and realise their mistakes or at least treat you the same way.

Forgive and Forget

When people do something which isn't right , they always expect us to forgive and forget; but why when they never do so?
They always expect you to forgive them for their faults and mistakes; but just commit one fault or do a mistake and the reaction you get in return can make you believe its the end of the world. They wold blast out on you forgetting all the good you did to them and every right thing you did. They would pour all the anger they had in their life and every negative emotion or feeling they once had for someone out on you. You should learn from your mistakes, not be afraid of making them or regretting them because they should teach you life's lessons. Even if they forgive they would never forget and will just hold it against you all your life, but you know what is said? If you didn't forget, you haven't forgiven.

Nevertheless, when God forgives, who are we to hold grudges on people and not to forgive them.
In conclusion, Its a part of the human nature, every man is selfish; therefore, we expect to make mistakes and  be forgiven when we can not even bare the idea of forgiving someone else for their mistake; but after all no is perfect.