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Thursday 26 September 2013

Lotivation #2

Day by day since I started my sophomore year of high school, I've been loaded with work and pressure; thus, loosing enthusiasm every day. I have been meaning to write this post a while ago but for some reason I haven't done it, but I feel you all and that's why am trying to keep up the motivation which at this point I need for myself !
The quote I chose today is a motivational life quote, which says : “Just know, when you truly want success, you’ll never give up on it. No matter how bad the situation may get.” - Unknown

I chose this one in particular because at the moment, I have to do so much, in so little time, and by the day it's getting tougher and harder to tolerate and that's why I need as much motivation as possible to get me going and stand by me.


Thursday 19 September 2013

escape.

Why do we teenagers want to escape? from our parent's scoldings? or a fight we'd had with someone we know perhaps?
We really think we saw enough and experienced a lot, when really its nothing compared to what is actually waiting ahead of us. The forms of escape themselves are a whole other story indeed because they are truly pathetic starting from smoking and extending all the way to self harm and suicide it self. Now out of everyone I know there is not a teen whom haven't tried one way or another to escape even if its only the 2 minutes while the cigarette is still lit; and, most actually thought of suicide and I can't deny am one of them- leaving a side the one whom actually attempted it, but thinking back I am glad I didn't do it because at the moment I couldn't ask for a more happy life ignoring the few downs which are of course bound to happen in the journey of life and I hope it stays this way. Well, I haven't done it not because I wasn't brave enough but it was rather an anger thought and you know they say don't make decisions when you are angry or mad. Furthermore, we should indeed accept our destinies, and by now you must be like -look who is talking- but i told you anger thoughts don't count. Nevertheless, there is always solutions to our problems and answers to our questions if we just stand up and speak, we would have been understood. For how long are we going to just run away, when we know nothing lasts forever and whether we like it or not we are going to have to face the reality because we can't hide forever either.

After all , all our fingers are not the same similarly people also aren't so our way of thinking might also differ but that does not prove that you shall go about harming your self be it by smoking, cutting or what so ever. I may not know what is going on in your life nor in your mind but there is always a way to solve it, and am sure a lot of things we are going to regret when we are older because that's when its going to payback and we are going to face the consequences of our mistakes. Our lives are precious and we shall not end them because of  a small problem we'd had or an argument with our parents because they want nothing but the best for us and we shall think of that and also not forget all the people around us whom care about us and love us and we love back what is going to be their reaction when they lose you ? wouldn't it affect their lives, wouldn't they feel sad and mad; surely they will because for a fact I know as long as they had a heart to love you with they are not heartless and have feelings.

In conclusion, we shall also remember that god forgets no one but for him to love us we should love him first and get close to him, and always pray and think of him in every step we take and every move we make. 

Saturday 14 September 2013

Back 2 School

School tomorrow and for some reasons I can't get my feelings about it straight. Whether I shall feel happy and get excited or to feel sad; well, its both! I get to see some people that I like and be done with another year; or sadly bid farewell to one awesome vacation I've had. But, whether I like it or not, I have no choice and tomorrow I will wake in the morning get ready and walk out of the door heading to school and one more school year begins. However, this isn't going to be an normal school year because I have come to the serious part of school-life now and its a matter of life or death, well at least to me. Therefore, just like myself and everyone makes new year resolutions on new year's eve, I have made some myself but school new year resolution that I am going to try my best to stick to because this is going to be a tensed year and I should be fully prepared specially for IGCSE's and everything so here are some of my resolutions.

1. no drama - every girl knows how is the situation in the girl's block with boyfriend drama, jealousy, hatred, and every girl's insecurities so whether I like it or not some drama is bound to happen I will just try my best to stay away.

2. study more and work harder- my past year results weren't bad but neither were they good, just didn't please me so my plan this year is to perform better academically and work harder to achieve better grades.

3. get healthier- cut down on junk food, eat healthier food, and drink more water. For a fact am not the person who would crave for pizza but the one whom would choose a salad over burgers but everyone thinks I don't eat enough so I would try my best to have at least 2 meals in a day.

4. Don't let the blog distract me from studies and studies distract me from the blog- pretty self explanatory

5. make a schedule- make a schedule for every hour of my day to follow and I shall stick to it and not waste my time on useless things.

Friday 13 September 2013

sleep routine.

So we all now what summer is about, don't we? messing up the diets, travelling, entertainment, freedom and staying up late. Nevertheless, when its far time for school everything has to go back on the shelves. My sleep routine has been pretty messed up, I wouldn't sleep till at least 6 a.m in the morning and wake up half way through the day. Therefore, last Wednesday I made I had planned to sleep at 7 a.m for 2 hours and so set my alarm to 9 and that would be my sleep for the day which will make me very sleepy by the night and go to bed early and wake up earlier the next day, and I combated sleep till 9 p.m and that's when I went to sleep to wake up early the next day which was yesterday and again I made sure I didn't because that would again make me stay up late. I triumphed in my fight against sleep and successfully fixed my sleeping routine  

Tuesday 10 September 2013

Frustration....

You know when you wake up in the morning and you just can't stand anything or take anyone. Well, I can't say exactly wake up in the morning because I haven't had any sleep since yesterday really, but that wouldn't change anything of the reality indeed. Anyhow, I am just in a mood of frustration or anger whatever you may say; just you know, some negative power inside of me that's all I can say. At the moment, I am blowing hot and cold and just can't take anything around me. I consider this my little space, my window to the world and my escape so here I share with you my feelings, not for you to sympathies or feel pity, just because I want to. 

Saturday 7 September 2013

Egypt pictures..

I am just too lazy to gather up all the pictures, and I know it has taken me extremely long to post this. I couldn't just keep you all waiting for longer so I thought I will just upload what I have for now. So without further ado..



*click on the collage to enlarge*