Wild Imagination!

Does everyone have weird imagination or is it only me ??

Okay so I am not strange no worries therefore I don’t have weird thoughts all the time but for one reason or another I happened to realise that okay my thoughts aren’t really that of a normal person or may be it is and I just don’t know.

Here is the thing, I actually do believe that somewhere in the world , god knows where but it is there , that I have a long lost twin, not an actual long lost twin but a person who is a complete duplicate of me same features and is a copy of me both physically and mentally which also does the exact thing I do in the same exact time. Well, it hasn’t reached to the point where I would go to google in search for my duplicate’s blog or anything coz then I would be weird for real which I hope am not, umm actually I know am not :p. after all these stay thoughts which are a part of my wide imagination! 

The Experience

So its been  almost a week now since am back in school, and there is not much to say about it honestly.

Not gonna narrate minute to minute events coz that’s like a waste of time and energy ! Just the overall. So I am still stuck around the same circle of people, not that I can change it then and there right away it should take its time; however, some things did change.

All the gossip, not my thing anymore… trying my best to keep my pledge of no back biting about people. Specially the people who were a part of my life once coz no matter what they stay people I once knew and maybe even loved ! and some of them even helped in making me the person I am today. Good or bad they are who they are and it is what it is. 

Brothers Graduation

Since i thought its been a long time i haven't updated my blog though its only about five days and i still cant write about the new me and back to school experience since am still not back in school because i didn't want to start from the middle of the week i thought i would enjoy my weekend and then start fresh on Sunday which is tomorrow i thought i would share my brothers graduation with y'all .

So my older brother's, Momen, graduation took place in our school on Thursday since its his senior year and then he is heading off to university.

With all our fights and all the other crap we do to each other, you remain my older brother and that would never change no matter what.. every time i say i hate you its always my own way to say i love you..May god bless you my older brother and be with you in each step you take and guide you through the right path in life.

NEW BEGINNINGS- Now or Never

With all its beauty life brings us down at times. they say life is short so we have to enjoy it but is it really enjoyable all the time? .. this is where the question mark puts it self!

Recently I've lost control on all life's paths the straight ones and those with bumps.. I've been thinking of blogging since forever and been addicted to reading other bloggers pages, but the thing is haven't really had the guts to start one of my own; maybe it was just about not having the courage to do it or maybe just didn't know where to start from or how to, But now i found the perfect time and the perfect reason.

You may think mysterious.. but no i am not its just the experience in life (learnt it the hard way).. Well people say teens are still young not mature enough or whatever but we still do live our everyday life and gain experience which counts later on in life we may not appreciate it now but am sure we will all do so later.

2013 for me didn't start well its only 4 months though the year but a lot happened in those 99 days. Lost many friends learnt the different faces people wear knew that not every person with a smile is happy some just put it on to move on with life some people count every step they make and other live spontaneously but at the end of the road as Stephen Chbosky says “Things change. And friends leave. Life doesn't stop for anybody.” 

Okay i will now tell you what this is for i just came back from Umrah and been thinking the way i  am living my life  and the people i spend my time with and whether they are all worth it i came with many answers and  i wouldn't stop thinking ... they say people come and go but best friends are forever but what if the so called best friends of yours by time drift away,, were you really meant to be or is it just another group of friends that fade away with time i am just wondering. With all the different people coming from all around the world for one reason no one feeling superior to the other coming for the one and only god the creator of heaven and earth ALLAH subhanahu wo taala that i met and the incidents that i encountered i figured that the all my life is wrong on wrong and my routine and my daily life and the people around me its time for a new life a whole new me its a matter of time but its now or never.

well i don't know if all what i wrote up there made sense but one thing i know its words coming out from my heart. i am ready now, don't know if i would be accepted as the new me or not but i don't care as long as i know i  am doing the right thing and i hope i don't regret this later in life and may Allah be with me ya rab.

well all this happened in the spring break and i went to saudi arabia for 8 days in which i learnt many new things school started on this past Sunday but since i was away i wasn't able to attend i still didn't go back to school and am not sure about what am going to do but i am sure i will be back here again to tell out my back to school experience and i hope i am strong enough to handle this a life changing decision is never easy you know ...

PS. i apologise for such a long post but its the only way i could free my heart :)

--Minni<3--