Repulsion: a feeling of disgust or aversion, distate.
: the act of repulsing, or the state of being repulsed.
These words describe exactly how i feel right now, disgusted and repulsive to everything and everyone. You know the feeling where you don't want no body to talk to you or come next to you? where you feel everyone is a liar and no one is true?
At this point.. i feel like forgetting that anyone exists and live in my own world a shell created by me for me.
Because at the point where I am now i don't want anyone or anything, no people nor friends, not even family.
We live in a world where no one cares for anyone but them selves, they'll come to you when they need you, but you will find no one when you need them. Why should it always be me giving up for the happiness of others? sick of being kind and loving to people when not even a single one is kind and loving to me. It's a world full of fake people; indeed, its like my life is a theater filled with Oscar-winning actors all playing the lead role.
At the end we can do anything about it but treat them well and wait for the day they will grow up and realise their mistakes or at least treat you the same way.
